Writing is Rewriting

Well, I hope that’s true because I’ve been rewriting a lot of my stories for so long that I have no idea if I wil ever be done with them. But I accept that I need to continue fine tuning everything before I like it. This thing with Dillon and Chase is driving me more crazy than Shane and Alyssa. I really love Shane and Alyssa but I adore Dill and Chase. I want to write them so badly but I am fucking them up. I can’t even get the first chapter right, let alone make it to the second. Its crap. Ugh. I don’t know why I can’t do this. I think I need some training or something.

I’m hoping that finding some balance in my life will add balance to my story writing. I know how to tell a story. Outloud. I am good at it. And thinking it up, I’m good at that too. But I am terrible at typing the siht and that is like 50% of the fucking writing process right now. What do I do?

Maybe I should try Radclyffe’s technique with recording it out loud and transcribing it to text later. I don’t know. Definitely worth a try, I think.